Sunday, March 29, 2009 '
Its been 2 weeks.putting all the pieces together i realise everything is so wierd.i want to escape, but i've gone too deeply attached to it.i hate myself.giving up so much only to realise what is it now.This is the second time.But this time, i've given all my feelings.what am i going to do?Beautiful things don last.I will try to be stronger now.Btw, yw and st the fonts are yellow cause its suppose to be illegible to all.
But if u manage to read, i'm also fine with it.
(Sad things are not v nice to post ma)
Just let me vent out my feelings here k:)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 '
Maybe he had misinterpreted the meaning of love.
Love is when you care for someone, when you feel something for him deep inside your heart.
Love is when you think you can do anything for her if you truely love her .
It is not just the status or the body interaction.
Didnt i made myself clear last week.
I thought was living in the fairytale i have always desired.
The love i carried for him and still feel for him is so real.
but one day my whole world came crashing down.
The greatest impact from the countless quarrels we had.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 '
Zzz.. jus got back my econs mock paper, only scored for a 3rd class.
I can even predict how badly i will do for stats, maths and soci lor.
Neverthless i still hav a couple of weeks before my actual exam.
have to really study intensively, even it cause me to pop more pimples and white hair!
It's a road to hell but it feels like a road to heaven.I choose to be alone.Breaking free from all the tangles.Human never treasure the things they hav until they loss it.
Sunday, March 15, 2009 '
It scares me, totally fightens me.
I'm in deep shit.
This is so ambiguous.
No doubt, im very happy this few weeks.
Walking me thru the this dark period, watching out for me in every aspects.
I simply melt with all the little initiative taken.
Never come across someone as meticulous.
I should be delighted.
But all good things never last.
Because we hav our own commitment.
Maybe i should wait awhile and see how things turn out.
I will only remember that once in a lifetime, i've got you.
