Mystification

2009-06-20T12:17:00.001+08:00

Grapevine is located just outside my hse but ive nv been there until ytd.
Went with sis and her bff, meiwei.
Great place to chill.
We'v got few glasses of red wine on the house!

2009-06-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

Tian xia de ma ma dou shi yi yang de.
That day while waiting for evelyn to get changed, eve mum talked quite abit to us.
Haa tts also wad my mum alw tell me.
They said the same thing.
Mums like to brainwash the younger ones so that we are able to protect ourselves.
Girls especially.
They've seen the world more then us, experience more than us.

2009-06-12T09:18:00.004+08:00

Running a fever of 38.9 degree.
Sick is so miserable:(
I thought it could recover on itself but i think it got worse instead.
Went to the doc ytd.
Feeling much better after the 1st course of med.
And now i can run, hop, jump!

2009-06-10T12:56:00.003+08:00

Ytd was my sis traffic police test.
Acc her throughout 1 lesson and 1 tp.
Though i cannt be beside her, i can be ard her to giv her my support.
A total of 4hrs at ubi driving centre alone:(
Happen to saw fabian taking his bike lesson.
I notice take up riding is such a torture.
under the blazing hot sun with a helmet suffocating them.
Beads and beads of sweat tricking.

All looking so shagged.

Brought sis to eat something gd to ease her fright frm her test.
If she were in a good mood, we would hav gone somewhr further to celebrate.
Had our dinner at hg mall xiao xuan feng, to hav our fav xiao long bao.
Hopefully that could console her.
And Durian was waiting for me at home.
Yeah its the durian season, i can happily eat my fill.
I think ytd my mood was totally opp from sis's.

2009-06-06T01:02:00.004+08:00

What a busy day.

But happy with it coz im doing things.

Heard frm bonita tt wendy left the agency abruptly.

Without notice.

Juz last week i was talking to her and now she is gone.

Alot of things are unpredictable.

She told me she is gng to ***** but i nv knw it's so soon.

Well, wishing her all the best.

And i'll call her up someday to kaypo. heee...

2009-06-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

Recieved a call frm jiayee tt day.

She was in sch and asked if im reaching.

I totally forgot abt it.

It was quite an impt sesion with our lecturer.

Damn it, how careless i am.

And bonita kept call me down for casting.

argh...

Need to learn to be more independent la.

Cannt keep relying on pp to remind me.

2009-06-02T13:26:00.004+08:00

Life is not easy. It's not only about eating, drinking, sleeping.

Making life worth it, its really tough.

we must take the right way, do it right and ppl will respect you.

once pp respect you, you 've alr achieve alot.

pp will look up to you, trust you and admire you.

Treating pp the way how u like pp to treat you.

being filial to my parents and family.

This 22 yrs, hv i done it?
I also hven really achieve smth i really wannted.

til now, i stil don knw wad kind of future i want

i hav no particular interest, no ambition.

Does this consider a failure in life?

is it because ive nv been tru any hardship?

always living in my comfort zone?

its scary thinking of the future.
i'm so troubled, so troubled, so troubled.

ive tot of giving up my studies knwing tt i did badly in the exams.

shld i continue?

ive tot of what kind of person am i.

but all my ans is not a perfect ans.

now my main focus is to grow up.

i'm no longer a kid, i must really grow up.

i wan to live my life with no regrets.

Making myself valuable.

And if one day i die, pp will respect me and rmb may.

Clubbing, playing, shopping etc.

Does that do me any good?

Mayb once in a blue moon but not always.

thanks to bro and mummy who bring me up to face what i hav to face now.

Talked to me and share all their experiences with me.

naming all my weaknesses.

seriously, hearing it really saddens me.

i hope its not too late to realise.

nw, i'll take everyth one step at a time.

Aviod things tt will distract me.

i think its worth it coz i knw tt i'll be happy when i come to tt stage.

my life wun me wasted then.

"what is mine, eventually will be mine"(09,09,06)

2009-04-09T16:39:00.006+08:00

@ THE BOTANIC GARDENS

@ THE BOILER RM & DBLO

2009-03-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 weeks.
putting all the pieces together i realise everything is so wierd.
i want to escape, but i've gone too deeply attached to it.
i hate myself.giving up so much only to realise what is it now.
This is the second time.
But this time, i've given all my feelings.
what am i going to do?Beautiful things don last.
I will try to be stronger now.

Btw, yw and st the fonts are yellow cause its suppose to be illegible to all.
But if u manage to read, i'm also fine with it.
(Sad things are not v nice to post ma)
Just let me vent out my feelings here k:)

2009-03-24T15:09:00.005+08:00

Maybe he had misinterpreted the meaning of love.

Love is when you care for someone, when you feel something for him deep inside your heart.

Love is when you think you can do anything for her if you truely love her .

It is not just the status or the body interaction.

Didnt i made myself clear last week.

I thought was living in the fairytale i have always desired.

The love i carried for him and still feel for him is so real.

but one day my whole world came crashing down.

The greatest impact from the countless quarrels we had.

2009-03-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

Zzz.. jus got back my econs mock paper, only scored for a 3rd class.
I can even predict how badly i will do for stats, maths and soci lor.
Neverthless i still hav a couple of weeks before my actual exam.
have to really study intensively, even it cause me to pop more pimples and white hair!

It's a road to hell but it feels like a road to heaven.
I choose to be alone.
Breaking free from all the tangles.
Human never treasure the things they hav until they loss it.

2009-03-15T11:41:00.006+08:00

It scares me, totally fightens me.
I'm in deep shit.
This is so ambiguous.

No doubt, im very happy this few weeks.
Walking me thru the this dark period, watching out for me in every aspects.
I simply melt with all the little initiative taken.
Never come across someone as meticulous.
I should be delighted.

But all good things never last.
Because we hav our own commitment.
Maybe i should wait awhile and see how things turn out.
I will only remember that once in a lifetime, i've got you.

2008-12-28T01:25:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
My greeting may come abit late but we have 12days of Xmas right?

Eve was such a !!!
I had a huge quarrel with Prince.
Anger building up,
So close to exploding.
Getting together seems very tough for me.
I wish for just a moment that you can do things right.
Had dinner with my dearies
Though i had to catch a movie soon as they came, we still meet again after my movie for some games and supper.

Xmas was wonderful.

(Except for the problem u created AGAIN)
A mini pary at home.
Food were all meat, meat, MEAT...

Carnivorous.
Listening to jazz christmas songs and sipping red wine was such a pleasure.

I still missed those xmas we had years back.
Where all of us were so closely bond together.
This year the missing ones were Candy and szething...
What about the next Xmas?

Pictures taken on Eve 21st.

2008-12-20T12:02:00.002+08:00

Time pass very fast.
Especially on November and December.
And soon Prince is going for his bike course.
After the course he will be going to Thailand.
(worried)
So he wouldn't be in town to celebrate my 22nd birthday.
*Sob*
Definitely gonna miss him.

Today is my dearest Evelyn 21st birthday.
Hope that for every candle on your cake you get a wonderful surprise.
Wishing you a very warm Birthday.

2008-12-14T11:28:00.003+08:00

Out with the babes on fri evening.

Azlina, Peishan and Evelyn.

As usual, roaming for around at paragon juz to find a place to eat.(sickening long Q)

Shannie went missing on the mids of food hunting and suddenly appear with 6 stalks of roses!

With her sweetest voice " i love you"

She is so sweet!

The atmosphere began to filled with loved and joy.

Soon, everything was so smooth for us.
Got a place at sushi tei.

Food served as soon as we made our order.

(Hungry girls are angry people)

After dinner, rush down to the cathay.

Prince was alr thr waiting for me.

Sorry for being so late.
Watch the sneak of Twilight.
The movie was too brief lo.

Abit disappointed.

2008-12-11T23:25:00.004+08:00

Met Prince during his nights out.
Guess where we went.
Lot 1...
Omg! its so far.
It took me 2 damn hours train ride frm Kovan to Cck.
And 1hour+ bus ride from cck to kovan.
Only for my dear Prince.

Today's mood was terrible.
I screwed up the lesson.
Was it because I was too busy chatting with J or my lack of skills.
Or is it because of the bloody heavy rain.
Enough of these excuses.
If i'm really good, things like that wouldn't had happened.

Worst still.

Daddy wun be home tonight.

Warded into sgh for his checkup.

What a @#$% day!

2008-12-10T17:58:00.004+08:00

One second delay to 2009.

Leap seconds are added to keep the clocks synchronized with the Earth's rotation.

The Earth is rotating slower and slower over time,

while the atomic clocks are not slowing down. On one average day the difference is around 0.002 seconds, which means around 1 second in 500 days.

In order to synchronize the atomic clocks with the Earth's observed rotation,

the atomic clocks are occasionally instructed to add an extra second – the leap second.

2008-12-09T14:58:00.002+08:00

We started planting seeds of happiness.

As it grows, it eventually wither and die.

Happiness never last but I'm glad that I ever had such beautiful moments.

Times are different now, not like what we used to had.

If I were you, and you were me, we would have unfold many problems.

No one knows what the future will be.

I promise to give us infinity chances.

Becoz i will never let it gloom.

2008-12-08T11:37:00.006+08:00

Hours of stay at the changi airport doing project, playing online games and binding hearts together.
Jiayee's laptop was a great entertainer.
We went of out of control while playing Hotel 626...
(Thanks to the crews of starbucks who went all the way to get us a seat near to the plug)

To the greatest brother on earth,
Happy bithday to you.
Wish you well each and everyday!

2008-12-02T14:39:00.004+08:00

I hate Economics!

Because it kills my precious braincells,

increase my stress level,

affecting my mood.
Dr Sam even wants me to present my answer on the board.
Reluctantly scribbling my answer.
I recalled during my sec sch days, i will reject every teacher who wants me up to the board.
I just hate to see myself standing infront of the class, having my backside facing everyone.

Countingdown, 4 hrs to see my prince charming.
I'm bring along twilight and his facewash over for him.
Whooo!
Twilight is coming out soon!
I can't wait any longer.
It's really taking too long.
Oh, anyway, going to have my dinner with Prince charming as well.
Thinking of the 1hr journey to Causeway point, I better catch a nap.

2008-12-01T22:00:00.012+08:00

Walking down Orchard road, festive season can be felt so strongly.

Beautiful decor are up, shining..

Along the roads, and on the window display of every shopping malls.

Cant help to have some photos taken.

2008-11-30T14:11:00.008+08:00

Been an awesome week for me.

Meeting up with some girlfriends and buddies.

oh ya and also finally PASS my test which took me forever to pass.

Yesterday was even great.

Enjoy the accompany with Zr tt haven had for ages.

Pic taken on fri.

2008-11-30T13:34:00.000+08:00

It was extremely saddening hearing the news about the death of a Singaporean hostage Lo Hwei Yen. A heartily dinner became a tragic. This young lady don't deserve it. May she rest in peace.

2008-11-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Its my new blog so I shall start with some happy occasion.

celebrated classmate yunxin's 19th birthday at tiong bahru plaze.

it was supposed to be a surprise celebration but somehow she manage to find out.

Anyway we had our lunch at sakae, indulge ourselves with the yummies.

jj: happy becoz she had alot of food infront of her..

Happy Birthday babe!

Beverly Hills Chihuahua

This is a super nice movie...

bet all dogs lover had watched it.

Note frm SPCA: